So what-? You're excusing what you've done because you've learned from it?

... you do seem to have learned a lot. I don't think it's remorse you feel, but acknowledgment of what your actions have caused in others. Because of this, she's always going to think you'll hurt me.

Even here.

When I used a Command Seal to keep her from hurting Shirou Emiya. She must have made a mental connection and since then has been waiting for an opportune moment to prove that you'll repeat the past.