Then you do not wish to blame only Shirou, but myself as well?
[ Okay, that hurts, you've hurt Saber, good job Archer. ]
I do not blame others for the path that I had gone down. I failed my country, and my people, but they are my own mistakes. I only wished for Shirou, for you, to become the man you had the courage to be. If you wish to blame me...then so be it.
[ She lowers her head a little, showing sincerity. ]
Where's the courage in not having your own ideals? To borrow from your father and your Servant; faking as if your life meant something. Your mistakes were yours. Mine were because people allowed me to run unchecked; no soul, no spirit. Just clinging to the faces of others, hoping to once again see that smile yet never having anything for myself......
[ Saber crosses her arms, turning away from Archer. She has her own conflicted feelings about Rin, some because of the feelings she had before with her previous Master. ]
Then I will stay out of your way, but I will not lessen my duties of protecting our Master.
action;
Date: 2015-02-13 04:48 am (UTC)[ Okay, that hurts, you've hurt Saber, good job Archer. ]
I do not blame others for the path that I had gone down. I failed my country, and my people, but they are my own mistakes. I only wished for Shirou, for you, to become the man you had the courage to be. If you wish to blame me...then so be it.
[ She lowers her head a little, showing sincerity. ]
action;
Date: 2015-02-13 04:52 am (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-13 04:58 am (UTC)You have always fought with someone else's weapons. That is your power, to borrow and make things stronger.
action;
Date: 2015-02-13 05:12 am (UTC)Yet those hands will never hold anything
This life of mine will always be nothing because, in the end, nothing that is mine is real.
action;
Date: 2015-02-13 05:06 pm (UTC)[ She looks down at the ground. ]
I believe in Shirou and his ideals. You could as well.
action;
Date: 2015-02-13 08:58 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-14 07:12 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-14 08:40 pm (UTC)[Which is protecting Rin.]
action;
Date: 2015-02-15 08:52 pm (UTC)[ Though maybe part of her wishes she could. ]
I wish to play a more active role in her protection.
action;
Date: 2015-02-15 09:30 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-15 09:33 pm (UTC)[ That much she understands. ]
action;
Date: 2015-02-15 09:33 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-15 09:41 pm (UTC)Then I will stay out of your way, but I will not lessen my duties of protecting our Master.
action;
Date: 2015-02-15 10:01 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-15 10:25 pm (UTC)[ An obvious lie. ]
action;
Date: 2015-02-16 11:17 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-16 11:34 pm (UTC)[ She snaps a little. But she's really embarrassed. ]
I may find her pleasing to the eye but that does not change my position.
action;
Date: 2015-02-16 11:35 pm (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-16 11:42 pm (UTC)[ Which is untrustworthy and she doesn't want Archer and Rin to be alone without her... ]
action;
Date: 2015-02-17 01:59 am (UTC)action;
Date: 2015-02-17 05:46 pm (UTC)I am glad we are at an understanding then.
action;
Date: 2015-02-17 06:07 pm (UTC)If you're done....
action;
Date: 2015-02-17 06:08 pm (UTC)[ And she turns to leave, as if she were the one who thought of it first. ]